(Source: justherguy)
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unknownpheonix replied to your post: I think it’s time for me to go.
Please tell me you don’t mean divorce?!
Oh, no. Just time off Tumblr, or at least I will stop writing a diary. The only way I can do it is to be perfectly honest but honesty doesn’t always lead to the best possible outcome. I think I’ve gone too far with my ‘true stories’. They were great therapy and I never meant to hurt anybody, but it’s not fair that the person who should always be the first one to know about my feelings instead learns about them from a random person online who happened to reblog my text post.
From now on I think I’m going to write my diary in a password-protected blog or start another one (again) and hope that no-one finds me.
Tags: text askHe lay on top of me while I was already half asleep. He kissed me and rolled me over onto my stomach. I was expecting something more subtle but he pulled down my underwear and lifted my T-shirt. I don’t know why I didn’t say anything. I was tired and if something I wanted to be close to him instead of being fucked. I couldn’t find the right moment; I was waiting for it but it never came until it was too late. When he was inside me I couldn’t open my mouth anymore. Every sound he made disgusted me. I felt like crying.
Afterwards he wanted to hold my hand and I let him because if I had pulled my hand away he would have started asking too many questions.
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